Bindman's Blog
I’m not the only one whose thought this, right? 

I’m not the only one whose thought this, right? 

I made this, and IMO, it trumps any wolf shirt. 

I made this, and IMO, it trumps any wolf shirt. 

I think we all dreamed about doing this.

I think we all dreamed about doing this.

The State of My Union

I’ve gotten to a crossroads. I’ve just given up. Not on life, so don’t panic! 

I mean women. I just gave up. The universe has played its cards and decided that every desirable woman in life be snatched up and with someone.

There is one though that I desire, but I don’t get anything back from her.

Everyone else is taken. I’ve met new people, then suddenly…SNAP! A net comes down from the heavens and they’re taken away by someone else, unseen! Just days later too! An old friend comes back to town, and SNAP! they already have someone. I start talking to someone online and we meet in person, and SNAP! Someone else they’re also talking to have them. 

The plus side is..I’ve stopped caring. If a woman didn’t want me, I was pissed off. Emotional. I wanted to smash shit or cry. Now, I don’t have any response. It’s made my life more productive and gratifying though- I do more things for myself and go out without expecting anything to happen. It’s fantastic. 

But every once in a while..I’m at home…alone..and it ALMOST gets me. Almost. I’m unable to illicit a response anymore. My negative thoughts and my positive thoughts collide like two runaway trains..and THEN….NOTHING.